“If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.” – Steve Jobs
As of August 10th, I left the firm I have been working for since graduation from college. The past two years there were “interesting” and it taught me a lot about what I don’t want, not unsimilar to failed relationships. I had come to the point where showing up meant anger, distaste, depression, and the feeling of wasting away, all being key signs that it was time for a change. To put it bluntly, I hated my place in the world.
After 8 months of groundwork and preparation, I find myself here. Jumping off the deep end. I will be going to work for Road Runner Sports as a Fit Expert initially, with a plan in place to be moved up based on expertise and performance.
Many may not see this as a wise career move given the economy and other factors, but for me there was no hesitation. It came back to my personal and company motto “This Soul Knows It Needs to Run”. Many have asked where this phrase comes from and it comes from the Song and Video of the week that was released via a Salomon Trail Running video this past December. My motto came from a misinterpretation of the lyrics which are supposed to be “My Soul Knows Who Needs a Road” as opposed to “This Soul Knows It Needs to Run”. Regardless, my motto was born.
This motto applies to me bother literally and figuratively. The literal version being obvious, nothing makes me happier than running. Figuratively, I know I must always be in a state of forward progress working towards my life’s goals. My last job was sending me away from my goals and making me less of a person. It was time to run. I have always lived my life with a forward looking vision as well as paying mind to my past. I came up with my own little rule for working called the 5/95 test. Do what the 5-year-old-you would enjoy and what the 95-year-old-you will be proud of. My most recent position failed these criterion in every sense of the word failure.
My life, well-being, happiness, and financial security are now in my hands and my hands alone. With that comes both benefits as well as consequences. This has led to emotions of joy, exultation, amazement, and promise as well as distress, anxiety, and unknown. I
So now I move forward working for a company I truly believe in and one I believe truly cares about my interests, goals, and life. I do not know where the path will go and if I am even on the correct one yet. All I can know for sure right now, is that it is a far better path than the one I was on before.
Now who needs some coaching or some new running shoes? J
Always in Stride,